Catsuit and Rope at English Mansion

Not too Long ago I had another trip to English Mansion to do some photos and little bit of filming and I really cannot say enough how much I loved it. It was fucking awesome! Allow me to explain…

I had a feeling this might be a little different to the previous stuff I had done with English Mansion when I was told they would like to have me wearing latex and to be in my boots. As well as the difference in outfit this would also be the first time I had done any filming in the dungeon, so I did think the combination of those two things would mean a slightly different look for me, and that excited me a lot!

So once I had arrived and we had said our hellos I found out the latex I was wearing that day would be a catsuit (a first for me) as well as a pair of latex gloves. I would also be wearing a huge pair of false boobs (another first for me) and the highest pair of boots I own. All of which is definitely a move away from the ‘cute’ look of previous shoots, and I loved that change!

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Mistress Sidonia again did my make up and again talked me though it and explained why she was doing what she was doing, which I always find really helpful as each time I learn a little more. Once I was looking my finest, with the help of a fair amount of make up, it was time to get into the catsuit. I had been told before that putting on a catsuit is never easy and this case was no exception, all I will say is I am glad that part wasn’t on film!

Once that was on we headed across to the dungeon, I put my boots on and then Mistress Sidona began to put me in bondage. Wrist, ankle, waist cuff (I don’t know what it is called) and collar were all put on and then I was tied to the frame with gorgeous red bondage rope from all places of my body. It was a fantastic feeling to slowly have the ability to move taken away from me as more and more rope was used to tie me up. Rope does things to me than nothing else does, and I mean that in a good way!!

Adding all the rope took a little while and it was at this point I started to realise this is going to hurt my feet, and guess what, I can confirm it really did. I am not used to wearing my boots, or any other boots for long periods of time and this particular pair can still be classed as very new as I had only worn them a handful of times around my flat. Maybe I am just very soft but after a few minutes it started to ache and by the time we did the Video at the end they were really hurting. On the plus side I think that will look good on camera as by that stage the pleading look in my eye was not so much pretending! Not that I am complaining (well not too much) because a little bit of pain in my feet was definitely worth it as the boots looked great!

So where were we, ah yes Rope. When all the rope was secured in place by Mistress Sidonia we did quite a lot of pictures of me (baring in mind they are all very similar as I couldn’t move anywhere), and only once was I reminded to look at the camera rather than looking at myself in the big mirror behind! We then did some pictures with Mistress Sidonia on camera dressed in her latex and looking incredible, which I was very happy about.

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Next was the short film, still being tied I didn’t have to do much in this one, but the brief story was Mistress Sidonia had caught me cross dressing and was punishing me by tieing me up and locking me in chastity. The chastity key was put in a timer safe and I was to be sent home with the key locked in the box but unable to reach it until the timer reached zero. Once I was let me out of my bondage that was.

Then almost before I knew it that was it, all done for the day, another huge thank you to English Mansion for letting me come and film and wanting to take my picture. I really did love doing this shoot and enjoyed every moment of it. I mean how could I not, the day included latex, rope, chastity and being on camera for English Mansion. If I could have got a spanking added in we would have had a full house of my favourite things in one day but 4 out of 5 isn’t bad! haha

After we had all finished and I had showered (It’s really hot in a latex catsuit) I was then very lucky to be able to sit down with Mistress Sidonia and interview her for this blog, That post will be coming soon and I know a lot of people will be very excited to read that one so watch this space!!

JD x x

Any Excuse 

Last Friday was the first ‘Any Excuse’ night at Murder Mile Studio and I’m very happy to say I was in attendance. So what is ‘Any Excuse’ I hear you cry, well fear not all you have to do it continue reading and I will explain all.

‘Any Excuse’ is Governess Ely’s and tutu tights slave brand new kinky night held at Murder Mile and is a very relaxed event with an emphasise on fun! For those of you that don’t know Murder Mile Studios is a very well equipped venue with a wide range of cages, spanking benches, and other dungeon equipment. Ely then brought enough toys, restraints and hitty things to whip a small army into shape!! So it was fair to say that the whole area was fully equipped. The venue itself was bigger than I expected, there is a large dungeon room upstairs with a small medical room connected to it. Downstairs there is a bar area with a few seats and two other rooms, one with seating and large bed (which I briefly got to use later in the night ;) ). The event was a mixture of social, short talks/workshops, and a play event, it all felt very relaxed, friendly and quite chilled out which I loved.

I was there with Ely and a with a number of others to help set things up so we got to the venue (a little later than planned due to an unexpected trip to A&E) about 7:30 and unpacked and sorted out the last minute things before everyone arrives.

Then it came to what is normally the hardest choice of the night, what to wear! I had brought along a few different outfits and I still hadn’t made my mind up fully about what I would be wearing when I was taking my jeans and t shirt off. I eventually settled on my black lacey dress and corset with a pair of darker tights, very similar look to the pics on the post ‘confidence. it’s an up and down thing’. Ely then helped do my make up (Big thank you there as always!) and I was ready to go.

The night started slowly, which in my experience seems very normal for kink events but it was’nt too long until people had found there way upstairs and most of the dungeon equipment was in use. There was quite a few couples playing with each other and I would be lying if I said I didn’t enjoy seeing a few very cute bums turning different shades of red.

After a while Ely announanced the workshop/talk would be taking place and that it all about humiliation and degradation, this is not really my thing but I still found it very interesting and fun to watch. It was run By Mistress Lindsey with her sub fuckdoll helping to demonstrate certain things. It involved explanations about different types of humiliation and some fun things to get people watching involved, including body writing and even some watersports. After the workshop MsLyndsey also did some knife/artistic cutting with a sub where she marked out a pattern with a marker pen and then followed it with the scalpel. I have to say this isn’t really an interest of mine but has it was something I knew almost nothing about and had never seen before curiosity got the better of me and I had to go in for a look and to ask a few questions. It turns out the marks last for up to 12 weeks and then fade completely and actually look really good, I am not saying I was fully converted but never say never.

The highlight of the night for me was getting to meet some of Ely’s friends and/or subs again or for the first time after hearing all about them. I also had the pleasure of meeting a Domme friend of Ely’s, Lady Andromeda for first time. We ended up alone of one of the seats later in the evening and I was told by her that she was going to seduce me to get me feeling more submissive and that when I left that night she would be on my mind. Lets just say with a mixture of sensual touching, kissing and whispering what she would like to do to me in my ear I didn’t stand a chance. of course she was on my mind for the rest of the night right up until I fell asleep, and the day after actuallty!

Overall I had a great night and a lot of fun, it was so good to go out to a club dressed up again as it had been so long, and it was fantastic to meet a few new people.  I am looking forward to the next Any excuse night out and hopefully see some of you there!

JD x x

First year of Interviews

You know those tv episodes where it turns out to be pretty much old clips of previous episodes, well good news everyone because this blog post is my blogs equivalent, but lets be honest, when the ‘old clips from previous episodes’ are all about these stunning ladies, who wouldn’t want a refresher!

In July last year I started doing interviews on my blog and have been lucky enough to interview some incredible Domme ladies who I have admired for as long as I have been into kink. As it had now been one year since my first interview with Nikki Whiplash, I thought it would be a good idea to put them all in one easy to find post. So thats exactly what I have done here, no need to thank me ;)

Hope you enjoy the read whether this is your first, second or even your tenth time viewing them!

  • Nikki Whiplash

Interview with Nikki Whiplash Part 1

Interview with Nikki Whiplash Part 2

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  • Miss Sarah Jessica

Interview with Miss Sarah Jessica

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  • Miss Jessica Wood

Interview with Miss Jessica Wood

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  • Mistress Evilyne

Interview with Mistress Evilyne

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  • Megara Furie

Interview with Megara Furie

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  • Mistress Cara Sutra

Interview with Mistress Cara Sutra

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  • Fetish Liza

Interview with Fetish Liza

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There will be plenty more interviews to come in the future on my blog so expect to see lots more in the next year! 

JD x x

It’s the little things that count

So we all know I love BDSM and kink just as much as I enjoy dressing up but other than the obvious reason what are the more sutble reasons I love what I love. They say that it is all about the little things but what exactly are these little things when it comes to kink? Well here are some that came to mind when I asked myself that very question.

The little things

  • The sound of heels on a wooden floor.
  • The sight of your chastity key around the neck of your Domme.
  • The smell of latex.
  • The way latex looks once its shined.
  • LATEX!
  • Seeing yourself in the mirror just after you have had your corset tightened.
  • That nervous pause before the first strike of the cane.
  • Putting on stockings just after shaving your legs.
  • Hearing the phrase ‘good girl’.
  • Noticing the smile on a Domme’s face knowing you are the reason.
  • Hearing ‘I will do your make up Jess’.
  • The sound of handcuffs being locked on my wrists.
  • Sitting down the next day and feeling those bruises from the spanking the day before.
  • When a Domme lifts your face up by your chin to look at her in the eyes, using just one finger.
  • The marks that rope leaves on the skin after being tied up.
  • Being tied up in rope.
  • The bitter sweet frustration of chastity.

If you are reading my list and shouting at the screen because I have missed something off then I would love to hear what that might be, please feel free to add any extras in a comment.

JD x x

Transformation Magazine

I had some very exciting news in the last week and that news was that the copy of Transformation magazine containing an interview with me was being released. transformation 7For those of you that don’t know, Transformation is a magazine published by Centurian Publishing, which im going to go out on a limb and say they have been around in one form or another longer than I have! Transformation is one of three magazines Centurian publish and is a magazine for the CD/TS/TG community and everything that could fall into that. A mixture of advice, interviews, pictures, and other interesting articles and now also an interview with yours truly. To explain how this came about I actually have to go back quite a long way. The majority of the interview was done with TsCaramel back in 2014, with a couple of extra questions added in more recently. When Caramel originally asked me if I would like to have the interview in Transformation after checking she was sure they would want to put my interview in the magazine,  I of course said yes immediately. This is another exciting first for me, first time my picture has been in print (as far as i know lol) and first time I have answered questions and explained my thoughts/opinions on a few topics, in print. So that was the words part done and dusted, Caramel then mentioned about sending a few pictures to use alongside the interview. In terms of which pictures to use this was a no brainer, it had to be my English Mansion pictures. As always English mansion were fantastic and happy to help so one evening I headed over and we went through a couple and picked a handful to send across to the folk at Transformation. So words done, pictures done, that was all I needed to do so that just left me having to be patient and wait for the magazine. If you read this blog regularly, or if you know me,  you will probably know patience is not my strong point, especially when I’m waiting for something as exciting as this. I wasn’t actually sure what to expect from my interview, I didn’t see it until it was released and I didn’t know which pictures they would use or even how many, but I got my hands on a copy of the magazine a few days ago and what can I say other than it is so worth the wait because I love the finished article and I couldn’t be happier with it. I also have really enjoyed reading the whole magazine and the girls in there are absolutely stunning, I now have a huge crush on Aubrey Kate, and Holly Parker and Miran….the list could go on… I think it’s a fantastic magazine and think you should all go and order yourself a copy ;)

You also may notice that there will be a follow-up with a bit more details on the bdsm side on things in one of Centurian’s other magazines, so watch this space! That just leaves me to say a big thank you to Hanna from Transformation magazine for publishing my interview in your fantastic magazine, a huge thank you to Tscarmel for making it all happen and thank you to English Mansion for the pictures :)

JD x x

Confidence, it’s an up and down thing

As  some of you probably know I don’t dress up fully that often at the moment, no more than a couple of times a month. Yesterday was one of those days, as I had the flat to myself I thought it was a great chance to dress up and play around with the camera and a few toys. This is all well and good but this fact alone is not enough to make a blog post but I do have a point to make here, I promise this isn’t a shameless excuse to add pictures of me flashing my arse again (well not totally anyway).

I wanted to talk about confidence as it is still something that I struggle with and it is something that still fluctuates with me massively. What I find amazing, actually amazing is not the right word, what I find massively frustrating is the fact that when I go weeks without dressing up this can have a large effect on my confidence. My confidence in my dressing can drop quite a bit in these ‘barren spells’ which normally leads me to feeling as sorts of doubts and reasons why I shouldn’t try that dress or those heels on. I’m sure im not alone in that sometimes after I haven’t dressed for a while and my confidence is low, even when I have the opportunity to dress up, I choose not to. This isn’t because I don’t want to as such, it’s because those pesky little voices in my head have had time to grow and are telling me ‘what if I don’t look good’, ‘what if that no longer fits’, ‘what if I just look in the mirror and I see boy mode in a dress’, ‘What if I will never look like I did last time’. I have always had these doubts and worries and although it is a lot less often I let them bother me, they are still there waiting, biding their time, the little fuckers!

This up and down fluctuation in confidence does seem to hit an all time low if I have not dressed for a while and if the previous time I dressed was from filming (like yesterday). Let me explain that one. Filming is brilliant and I love how I look from it, but when doing it there is always someone doing my make up, helping pick my outfit (or telling me what to wear) even instructing on positions etc. Also the pictures are taken in good light with good quality cameras and equipment and the pictures are edited (shock horror!). So after all that, of course im happy with how I look. The problem then comes when I’m at home after badly attempting my own make up, using my Iphone to take pics, trying to look how I did before. The phrase fighting a losing battle comes to mind!

I know this is largely in my head and it probably me being a bit stupid but is it something that often crosses my mind so I wanted to put in down on paper. I did then remember that isn’t how this whole blog thing works so typed it up on my computer, but you knew that otherwise you wouldn’t be reading this now. Any who, I digress, where were we…Confidence, for me it is a complicated and difficult thing to understand and get on top of.

However, as frustrating as this is there does seem to be an obvious fix, and that fix is dressing up more. This is often easier said than done but in fairness I don’t always put enough effort in to find the time for this. So new plan is to really make the most of any time I have to myself and to continue to explore, dress and learn (largely practising make up) as often as I can. Hopefully this will stop the large fluctuation in confidence I have been going through for as long as I can remember.  Well that’s my newest plan anyway, let’s see if it works!

Oh and here are those ‘none shameless’ pics from yesterday I mentioned, Spot the attempted ‘Domme’ style poses ;)

JD x x

English Mansion at Dungeon Manor

You know when you have two really good things and you combine them to make something special, like strawberries and cream or fish and chips or pizza and beer or coke and ummm, like two cokes, well I would add another one to the list – English Mansion and Dungeon Manor. Allow me to explain. (I realise all those examples are food and drink related, I was hungry whilst writing this.)

If you have read my blog before the chances are you will know what a huge fan of The English Mansion I am and how much I love to go and film with them when ever I am given the opportunity.  Also you might have seen that I visited Dungeon Manor recently and had a great couple of days there including a little bit of filming. So with that in mind you might be able to imagine I was a little excited about being asked if I would like to go to Dungeon Manor and film with English Mansion, two of my favourite Femdom places combined for one shoot!  Obviously that is a huge yes please, sign me up! If I had to walk there then I would have (luckily my car was working and turned out to be the better method of travel, but you get my point) and I’m very happy to say that shoot is exactly what I was doing a few weeks ago.

I arrived at Dungeon Manor the evening before filming to be greeted by Ely with a big hug and a house full of people. I also was able to say hello in person for the first time to Ely’s sub charlotte, who is lovely. The house was full of people, a mixture of Dommes and subs and turned out to be sub training for house submissives for Pedestal but things seemed to be winding down for the evening as I arrived. This was only my second visit to Dungeon Manor but I am already realising you never know what to expect when you arrive there.  There always seems to be something happening, it’s never dull and for someone that goes without kink for large periods of time its a fantastic feeling to immerse yourself into the kink lifestyle that surrounds the place. I personally love it and the feelings that come with that, plus Ely lives there so win win really!

The next day started with a relatively early start and the first thing planned was having our make up done by a professional make up artist.  I have to say I loved having this done and was really happy with it after she had finished…. dare I say it but I don’t think I looked half bad. The hardest part now will be when I next do my own make up again and it goes back to looking like a small child did it! Still, I asked quite a lot of questions while she was applying different things and hopefully took away a little bit of her vast knowledge.

The filming itself was very different to any previous filming I had done in the past for two reasons, the first being that it was a group thing with 5 Domme ladies, Mistress Sidonia, Mistress Evilyne, Governess Ely, Goddess Miss Kelly and Mistress Vivienne l’Amour. Then there was me, charlotte, squealy and tiffany as the subs. The second difference with this filming was the fact that all the scenes were linked and followed one after the other, which I really liked the idea of.

The rough outline of the story was that we were at a Femdom party at a household run by Domme women, squealy had arrived at the house after answering an advert for a sub but upon arrival discovered that men are not welcome in this house and that meant he would be feminised, whether he liked it or not. All the ladies looked amazing with a mixture of beautiful ball gowns and latex/rubber dresses. Mistress Vivienne l’Amour looked incredible in her lime green latex dress and I have to admit I caught myself a couple of times throughout the day just looking at her in her dress thinking ‘wow, stunning’; I just hope this wasn’t picked up on camera…! Also my foot and leg fetish seems to be growing and Goddess Miss Kelly happened to be wearing a dress which showed off her legs perfectly, and I luckily got to have a closer look at them later in the day, but I will get to that in a bit.

When the filming started I didn’t really have to do much to start with other than pour the occasional glass of champagne as it was charlotte showing squealy how to be the perfect sissy to begin with followed by squealy getting quite a bit of abuse from almost all the ladies. While this was happening It didn’t take long for me to realise where squealy got his name from and some of the noises he was making really made it difficult to keep a straight face, I have to say though seeing what was happening to him, rather him than me is all I will say. This section of filming finished with squealy in a cage and us other three subs lined up for a bit of anal play, and in my case a bit of shoe worship with Goddess Miss Kelly at the same time which turned out to be a recurring theme of the day I am very glad to say.

The next section of the filming was my favourite part of the day even if it was technically my punishment. I was being punished for two reasons, the first thing was for me being lippy and the second for me not cleaning properly, I know what you are thinking, that doesn’t sound like me at all………. Governess Ely and Goddess Miss Kelly were dishing out my punishment and they both used a mixture of hitty things including a hairbrush (which actually hurt like hell), a few paddles and the cane. It had been a while since I had had the cane and I really did enjoy being caned by two beautiful Dommes, and loved the fact the marks lasted for a good few days after I got home. On a side note this was also the first time I had been caned with a butt plug in, adds a little something extra, highly recommended if you are into that sort of thing ;)

The rest of the filming involved a smoking/spitting scene with all the Dommes and charlotte Then squealy (now feminised) was used by all the ladies again. To be honest I couldn’t tell you any details about what happened on the last scene even if I wanted to because the whole time I was worshipping both Governess Ely’s and Goddess Miss Kelly’s feet and at the time not much else mattered, despite squealy’s squeals of pain or pleasure or both??

So what did I miss, oh yeah there was also rope, chastity, pink bondage tape and I was given a new corset so all round another really fun day filming. A huge thank you goes out to everyone there for allowing me to be part of the day and especially to Mistress Evilyne and Mistress Sidonia for inviting me to come along and film, I really do enjoy it every time, thank you!

JD x x