Recently I was lucky enough to go and spend a weekend with Vivienne L’Amour at hers in Derby where we did some filming for her new website Fetishandfuckery, played a little off camera, did an interview (will post that here soon) and got to know each other a little more. Im going to start this post by saying what a fantastic weekend I had!
I had met Vivienne a few times before this weekend and seen her in action when we both were filming for English Mansion last year but even in that shoot we didnt really have any direct contact so before arriving I had yet to experience Vivienne being dominant with me first hand but having seen a few videos and clip it is fair to say that I was excited to change this fact.
I arrived on the saturday and we decided that the filming side of things could wait until sunday. Instead, on the saturday evening we did the interview, which will be posted on here asap. I should point out Vivienne decided she would like to do the interview while she was in the bath, talk about being distracted while im trying to think of follow up questions to her answers, not that I was complaining thought! Im excited to get that interview posted, I think its great one, even if i do say so myself so watch this space.
Later that evening we had abit of a play involving rope, wax and blindfolds and I have to say it was the highlight of my weekend, it felt amazing. Rope is a real love of mine even though I don’t do it enough, so to find out Vivienne was a fan as well, well let’s just say I was a happy bunny (Rope pun intended). What I really enjoyed about this was that I never knew what was going to happen next when we started played and that is always a real rush. I was blondfolded from the very start and as anyone that has experienced being bindfolded knows, as soon as you can’t see what is happening the other senses become highened. Every sounds becomes more important and most importantly for rope play every touch becomes so much more. I’m not actually 100% sure how I was tied because I didn’t actually see it and by the time Vivienne was finished I was so deep into my happy subby place I had stopped thinking about what was tied and what wasn’t, all I knew was I couldnt move much and I couldnt be happier about that. One thing that did surprise me with the rope was when Vivienne put some round my neck, it wasn’t tight but it did have the effect to causing a little extra adreniline rush, and I loved that.
Once I was all tied up Vivienne then gave me my next surprise and that was wax play. I have never done any sort of wax play before but I can tell you now, I plan to do it again very soon, I loved it. The feeling of the wax dripping on the skin and then hardening it a real mix of pain and pleasure. Although, to begin with It did actually take me a little while to realise what was happening, it was something I enjoyed a huge amount and it was a slightly new sensation. What I mentioned before about adding a blindfold highening the senses really played its part here. The combination of rope and hot wax dripping on the skin and Vivienne’s very skillful touches, strokes and stratches made the whole thing very sensual and very very enjoyable. I don’t know if she knew this at the time but I was basically like putty in her hands for most of that night, what ever she asked of me I probably would have done. Actually who am I kidding, of course she knew!!
Oh yeah I forgot to mention, Vivienne also had put one of her quite intense vibrators on me with the intentsity and speed continuing changing. Actually thinking back its no surprise this was the highlight of my weeknd and that I turned into a submissive putty for her, it was fucking awesome! That night I had a lot of kinky rope based dreams.
The next day was filming day and we did about 5 or 6 scenes altogher. We started in the dungeon and more specifically I started the first scene in Vivienne’s cage. Now at the risk of me spending a lot more time in there in the future I have to say it was actually very comfortable, but it Vivenne asks it was a real struggle…ssshhh thats our little secret. So the first scene was really just Vivenne talking to the camera and explaining she had me in her cage, locked in a chastity cage and I was there to do with as she liked, I was just lying in the cage behind her pn camera, trying and failing not to smile too much.
To be honest im struggling to remember the order and exactly what we did next but there was a lot boot worship and a lot of me on my knees in front of Vivenne. We did do a humiliation based clip where I had to repeat what Vivienne said about me and as you can imagine (or find out if you buy the clip) she was a little on the mean side, and this was new to me. Those of you that know me will know humiliation this isn’t my thing, it was good to actually try it but I know for sure it will never be something I enjoy. Maybe this comes across of camera and maybe thats a good thing, it might make it more realistic??
Next came a smoking fetish clip where I get a bit reluctant to do what I am told so am punished with a ‘forced’ sucking of strap on, followed by some real strap on action with a couple of strap ons, including what felt like a very large one, I liked this part of the day!
After a quick outfit change we were ready to go again with the last couple of clips, which were all about pain! It involved a spanking, flogging and caning. Now I don’t know if it was because Vivienne can hit very hard or because I am quite out of practice receiving the cane but these really hurt, and I liked that a lot. I will let you into a little secret here, the camera actually ran out of batteries during the caning but Vivienne decided I would still be getting everything she had promised, and if anything the caning just got harder off camera. I did however find myself really wanting to take the pain for her as it really felt like she was really enjoying it as well. Doing this scene really got me back in the subbmissive place I mentioned before with the rope and wax, and after we had finished Vivienne got me to have a lay down on the bed and I know I just had a stupid grim and dazed look on my face, I was one happy little kinky cross dresser.
JD x x